So I am really having a difficult time with this weight loss. I really don't know what's wrong with me. I wish I could figure it out. I think it has a lot to do with the fact that I'm deviating slightly from it. I also haven't been exercising like I should. For whatever reason I haven't been able to be as motivated as I was in the past. When I was losing weight in the past I was doing a lot of exercising and I was very much sticking to a diet that was conducive to losing weight. But for some reason in the past, I'd say, 10 months I have had a hell of a time trying to get back on track from where I fell off. That's not to say that I don't have the same motivation I had before. I mean, I'm staring at the same size 10 jeans I've been trying to fit into for the past 2 years now. I just haven't had the motivation within myself to keep going with it. I think it might be that I haven't had a lot of success past a certain point. It could also be, that I have had this job, and this job takes up a lot more time than my old job used to. Then I could also attribute it to the fact that it's getting near to the "time," and so I am definitely bloating. Maybe if I give myself a little more time and not expect it to be insane results from the get go... Even though the video that I watched the other day for the Naturally Slim Program did say that I should have lost somewhere around four pounds and I definitely did not lose four pounds. I guess I can't completely give up. I mean I've been training myself to eat healthier so that's good... all that I really need to do is get out there and exercise -- that's a huge part of it. But trust me, it's a lot easier to just give up because you're definitely not seeing results. And I am NOT seeing results. Hopefully within the next week I will be able to have a better outlook on this, but for right now I really feel kinda crummy because I haven't done as well as I hoped I would.
xo
Mrs. Scurtu
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